圣诞，不快乐..

开始对自己感到失望...
我以为我很勇敢，但我并没有...
我以为我很坚强，但我也没有...
哭了多少次，我不知道...
我只想问，眼泪何时才会流干....

很辛苦.......
第一次感到那么无助......
自婆婆的离去...我好久没哭得那么狠...那么凶.....
感觉心像被撕裂一样......
感觉什么都没了.........
感觉剩我一个了..................................
但我能够如何...
我该怎么办....
我不知道....................

共鸣 #18

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path I'll be living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will